I hate spiders i hate spiders i hate spiders, they are fucking everywhere and i hate them, i hate spiders o god i hate spiders. fucking creppy little bugs that crawl on you and and ugh i hate spiders and they are every where i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate spiders i hate spiders i fucking hate them i fucking hate spiders gosh dammit why do they fucking have to be here, i hate them more than anything on the entire earth, i hate them i hate them i hate them fucking everywhere brown and black and yellow and scary, i fucking hate them, the only fucking creation of GODS that i disagree with, i fucking hate them i hate spiders they are fucking everywhere i bet one is on me right now, oh i need someone to fucking check and see. omg i fucking hate spiders i know its on my omg get it off! omg i hate them i fucking hate them, oh man i hate them.

How the fuck am i supposed to sleep now, it was on my fucking bed, near my fucking hair, what if that wasn't the only one, what if that itchy feeling on my shoulder is one fucking laying its eggs in me, or pawing a place to dig its fucking fangs in me, i don't want it to bite me i don't like spiders they are so scary, why can't they be gone, why can't they stay gone, they are on the stairs and i didn't kill them os they came inside, why i didn't want them to, i made it cold i left the fan on and i think one is on my leg. How do i make them go away, i can barely breath, but this is making it a little better, at least these thoughts aren't all in my head now. i can't wait to move away from the spiders, where can you go that doesn't have them, i will base a whole move i don't care what people are there or anything as long as the spiders aren't there. i hate them. i hate spiders creepy little bugs

I know that this is such an irrational fear, not that I'm scared of spiders in general, lots of people are but that I'm so afraid that I'm literally twitching right now, every itch for the next week is going to be a spider, every flick in my vision anything. I have the very stupid fear that the spider is gonna wrap me up in its cocoon and eat me, i know that I'm much much to big a morsel for it but what if it eats me in courses. or what if it just eats my leg, or hand and then i die of a terrible infection from the poison. or its gonna crawl in my ear and lay its eggs and they are gonna eat my brain. Part of me knows this is very illogical, and not very possible but the majority of me is like RUN! ITS GONNA FUCKING EAT YOU! and its so fucking hard to sit here and hope that typing this all out makes me feel better,

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