No one is as we are
Lust inside the void
We'll never be as one now
First to be destroyed
Scarlet flavored discord
Purple tainted lies
Left beside the well
Desicated eyes
Corpses lying rotten
Copses full of hell
Drinking to their death
Toasting to our health
Living dead inside you
Rotting out your core
I became your parasite
You became my whore
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Niamh
Niamh ran down the twisting green trail, calling out to the child. Every few steps she was caught by a branch, or a root sticking through the moist earth. Thorns tore bloody slashes across her cheeks, matching the bloody marks of the white flowers around her. The child's playful screams were muffled, but Niamh knew every word, every step by heart.
"Please," She whispered her tears stinging the welts across her cheeks and neck. She willed herself faster. Trying so hard to catch up, but the trail ended as it always did.
She caught the hem of the girls white t-shirt, a smiling tiger stared blankly up at her, reflecting the sunlight in the sudden clearing. For a brief moment the little girls fall was halted, hope bloomed in the girls emerald eyes. She grabbed frantically at the cliffs edge and pulled away two handfulls of mud as the cloth slipped from Niamh's fingers.

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Eh thats all I feel like posting I think my friend is back

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This isn't to a current person as I"m not engaged.
Dear Future Husband,
Since we are getting married, I must love you. But I am a very dependent, clingy person. Seeing as you proposed you must also know this already. I need to have someone to help me with decisions, but at the same time I need someone I can take care of. Someone who knows that sometimes I just want to feel useful, and be acknowledged as such. I'll cling to you like a life raft. I'll use your love to fuel my self worth.
Maybe by now, though, I have learned to love myself a little bit more.
Sometimes, love of mine, I will scream, its because I'm passionate, and because I'll think that if I hurt you first that you can't hurt me. Sometimes I will simmer quietly, because I don't know if I'm right or wrong.
Sometimes I'll stare at you, whether lovingly, or blankly, or angrily. Its because I think to much.
Sometimes I'll run away, Its because I'm afraid. Forever and never scare me. To be with you forever can sometimes be as scary as never meeting you.
And sometimes I'll write you funny little letters and never give them to you. Because as much as I love you, I never want you to think I'm stupid, (even though I have probably told you how much I love to stand outside when it storms, the wind whipping my hair around, The lightning making the hair on my neck stand on end,)
Yes, I must love you a lot, I wouldn't have said yes otherwise.
Always and Forever
Your Future Wife.
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Ok so this started out mostly fictitious just to get some feelings out, then I fed real comments from someone into it and then I came to a conclusion. (and sometimes, future readers, I'll leave ya hanging, wondering what it is.)

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(thank you God!!)
I got the job this morning, it was so awesome. So I was sitting there filling out the application and the phone for this place rings. The lady answers and says
Lady: Sure I'll check on that application for you whats your name?
*Rustling of papers*
Lady: I do apologize sir but it seems we have no openings right now, you might try back in a couple weeks. *pause* Yes I understand your frustration, unfortunately we just have no openings for anyone right now. Thank you for calling.
Me *thinking*: Well fudge what a waste of 4 hours, a waste of make up, and a waste of getting up at 5am.
So I finish the application and turn it in. The lady takes it and says sit over there it'll be like 10 minutes. So I sit down and out comes a guy with my app going ok, time for your interview. (yes it was that quick, less than a minute)
So we head to the back he asks how I am, and if I've worked in a call center. (which is a yes) Then he says ok read that script. I read it and he says Ok you start on the 23rd.
I was like THANK GOD. this is so fantastic.
Then I spent like 2 hours trying to figure out how to ride around on a bus and look for a house. then decided to come home clean and ask my uncle to fix my car. but then I got distracted by the internet. And you're pretty much caught up :)

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Woot I have a job interview tomorrow!! Its for a Telefunder. Its a telemarketer for donations to a fund raiser.
yay :) Wish me luck! I have to wake up in 5 hours to get ready! I should really be in bed.

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